Alien

I am an alien which was used to be a girlfriend of an astronaut. I am annoying, disgusting, desperateing, freak, weird, and ugly. I have a broken face with flat nose. I've got hydrostepallus so my head is big. I was thin, and my leg is short. I live in black hole and in a loneliness. I'll tell you how an astronaut can become my boyfirend. One day, an astronaut was sucked into blackhole. I catch him and kidnapped him because I never met a organism like him. Everyday I always talk to him but he never return my words. I always tried to make him saying something even it just a word. One day,
I heard he say some words. He said "Would you be my friend?" I said "Yes" in my language. I don't know if he understand my words or not. But, I see a little smile form his mouth. Days are pass and we are have learned how to be communicating each other. We spend all day with happiness. One day, he told to me that he was in a mission to find a shinest star. I was confused why did he do a immposible mission like that? I always asked to him where it is. Then, one day he said that the shining star is me. I don't believe it. Then, he asked me to be his girlfirend. I was agree because I have a friend that will always together with me. But, after months, he was changed. He become a cold person. He never talk to me if I don't  ask him first. I don't know why. I was confused untill I know that he was very careless. Then I was decide to end this relationship. But, after it he become like the man that I used to know. One day, I found him run from my house. I was search him and found him counfused to find the way to get out of this hole because he wanted to find the shinest star. I ask him why did he should gone out from this hole? Did he said that i'm the shinest star? Did he forget what he said to me before? Before my questions are answered he found the way and gone. I was sad. He left me here alone again. It's so sick to think that someone that you used to know are love you and suddenly he left you for the other girls. I heard from my the other alien that they saw an organism like a human has found a big shinest star and he live there to accompany the star. I just can cry. I was think that he will be with me until the end but, he never do it. Yeah, I know it really hurt me. Until now, I can't forget him. I always remember how close we are before.
That is my story.